Sleepless nights and an unstable mind.
I haven’t had any sleep lately. I’ve been breaking out and gaining weight like crazy. A lot has been going through my Mind lately and it’s confusing the hell outta me. What’s really pissing me off is my weight and these damn exams I have to take for IB. What’s really making it hard today is that tomorrow is my grandmas birthday and I haven’t seen her in 2 years since she passed. I miss her so much. I wish she was here to see me. I really wanted to show her my college acceptance letters, scholarship acceptances, just to show her how far I’ve gotten on my own. I miss venting to her. I miss her cookings, her jokes, her laughter, her hugs, and I’m not gonna lie , I miss sleeping with her and waking up to her telling me how loud I was snoring at night. my grandma was a cool ass grandma. She was my best friend. I told her almost everything.





